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Journal Entry: Fri Sep 6, 2013, 11:28 PM


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Uh.. Help me please? I'm trying to practice mydigital again, but when I use my tablet in SAI, the lines are not smooth (IDK how to explain, it looks like when I haven't download the tablet driver). 

I tried to redownload the driver, it doesn't work. I tried restaring, it does 't work. Does it have to do with the SAI I'm using? Because I think I'm using SAI in trial days. Anyway, does any of you have free sai download? ;v;

Please help me...? I honestly don't know what's wrong with my tablet. :( :(


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Tagged~

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 22, 2013, 4:46 AM


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So, I got tagged by :iconageha1sbf: quite a while ago..

I forgot to do it LOL

Here we go

so here is the Rules:
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal.
3. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
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5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 deviants.

About mehh :heart:
- I'm a girl // slap
- I love drawing, although I sucks so bad.
- Recently I'm in a mood for baking cakes, cupcakes etx (I'm a total beginner and I failed countless times) //sobs
- I am not good in socializing XD;;
- My dream is to open up a cafe, and illustrator on the side //yay for dreams!
- I constantly wishing to improve in my coloring and drawing

1. Hello, how are you?
I'm fine, physically. My mind is tired from 24hrs thinking (i have something in my mind and it's bothering me a lot)

2. Just wonder, how do find deviantart?
I totally forgot! LOL

3. Do you have real life friend here?
Umm, perhaps :iconfurihime: and :iconageha1sbf: although I only met :iconageha1sbf: once and feli three times in this three years? LMAO

4. Tell me one word that describe you?
Gloomy
(??)

5. Do you have account in another site beside deviantart? Lemme stalk you *V* if not it's okay~
Art account? Nah I don't think I have. Although I occasionally post my art or wips on inastagram.

6. Which one do you prefer, friendly friend or smart friend?
Friendly friend.. Made me feel comfort.

7. How long do you keep staying in deviantart?
For how long? Maybe forever? I'm loyal :iconmingplz:

8. What is your favourite anime?
Ah one and only Inuyasha! //have a white hair fetish, and who doesn't like the show?

9. What is your favourite color?
Light blue, blue, black, red, white lol anything but orange and green.

10.what song do you currently listen to?
Umm I listens to AKB48 songs nowadays, although I'm kinda picky with which ones (I like Yuko and Acchan, so I didn't rly listen to their songs after her graduation). I'm late in becoming their fans honestly lol.

and I'll tag .. Can I not tag anybody? T^T i can't ol from computer and it's hard to comment on 11 deviants page to tell them that they're tagged ..

So here it end LOL

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art university in Australia or UK?

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 4, 2012, 11:32 PM
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Hello c:
I'm really desperate right now , so if you gus can help me, i will be so glad ; u;

I'm planning to study abroad next year. Probably to Australia or UK, i still haven't decided...
I'm so confused right now because I've searched many universities but I could't find any that offer major in illustration (which related to comics or at least accept manga / comic style)

There is one university that attracts me though, it's The One Academy. But it's located in Malaysia.

Honestly, i really want to live in Australia or UK. UK is like my favorites country in whole world LOL
But IDK about the university that offers illustration that teach digital painting.

OMG DOES ANYONE KNOW UNIVERSITY IN UK OR AUSTRALIA THAT ACCEPT MANGA STYLE ? :'(
:iconcryforeverplz:

I have like, 2-3 months before i decide...and if i don't have decision, perhaps I won't have the opportunity to study abroad anymore and experiencing to live abroad is something that i dream  :iconcryforeverplz: :iconcryforeverplz:

So far these are my choices:
* NMIT in Australia, with Visual Art major. They teach painting using gouache, arcylic and such.
Problem is, IDK if they accept my manga style. Although i am willing to try to shift from my current style, it's impossible to switch to something like abstract :iconlazycryplz:

* University of West England in UK , with illustration major.
Problem is, again, IDK if they accept my current style. And from what i saw in their website, it seems the illustration they refer is like objects or nature or abstract :(

Please help me if you know anything :iconcraiplz:

//now I need to take a break from thinking since i've been thinking about this for whole week and my mind is about to explode :iconlazycryplz:

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+Away

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 17, 2012, 11:52 PM
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I'll be away for 5 days... will have holiday in Singapore ~

I can't wait to go to Universal...~ <333
I just love theme park.. sadly there is no nearest Disneyland to my country :(


Rants below... please don't continue reading if you didn't like rants XD
Anyway...been thinking a lot like I used to X"D
and I might reach the point where I start doubting my decision to choose traditional medium over digital.

I'm not a person who easily feel regret of what I had chose. But there are things in my life that I regret doing so.
When I first join DA, I was so impressed (and still) by many artists out there, whatever their mediums is. I remember the only reason I chose copic over other mediums was because :iconcartoongirl7: :)
Her Ouran art inspires me a lot. :iconiloveitplz: Even though at that time I have no idea of what copic is, I'm eager to seek information about it. I went to local stores but they didn't have sketch markers. Then I even went to my capital city to get the copics X"D

I still can feel the happiness when I got the first set <3 :iconheplz:
To think about what I have achieved from where I started, I'm kinda glad to be honest :)
I felt like I'm improving at the very least.

But then, after almost 2 years using copics, I doubt myself can improve more.
And copics are expensive. Perhaps I even spent more 10 million IDR ($1000) for refilling and buying new sets. Not to mention the airbrush system which also costs me a lot.

I have job from my parents that allowed me to buy my own supplies. But then, I have other RL needs that I need to use my own money for. :(
And it upset me that my parents keep complaining and asking me to gets money from my hobby as (they said) I already spent too much. :iconlazycryplz:

I tried to, but I really felt like my skills weren't enough, and IDK... if I think about it, I gets depressed and so I don't wanna think about it.
I seeks for tutorial, I seeks for tips but although I get what the tutorial means, but practicing it, is a whole lot different.

And suddenly I realize, maybe it's not about my coloring. Maybe it's about my drawing. I tried couple times to change my drawing style, but I end up having artblock T^T

I realize I still have long way to reach the level I desired. And I was wondering whether I can afford all those materials to support me while going on LOL.

Anyway, these few weeks I've been thinking about developing my digital. I have small tablet and I rarely use it, mainly because there is undo button in digital medium, and usually when I feel something is wrong, I always undo them and in the end, I got nothing done X"D (when practicing traditionally, I can't really undo what I've done, so I just let it be and hope to learn from my mistakes X"D )
I've tried to color couple times, (I didn't upload it because it is very awful that I feel embarrassed). I've done my homework (seeking tutorials, watching tutorials on youtube) and I feel I know how to use it, but then when I practice, LOL it end up messy and I keep texting my friend how to get out when I stuck in the program X"DDD

TBH, the other reason I want to develop my digital is (no offense guys, it's just my personal opinion :) ) perhaps digital mediums are much more known and liked rather than traditional. For me, in traditional, you need to be very good to be liked and your colors need to be awesome. But then, I realize digital art is much less burden (at least for me). It's honest from me, because I'm also someone who loovvvess to commission artists, and comparing traditional artists and digital artists that I wish I can commission, the ratio is about 2:5. I mean, I realize there are traditional artists who have HUGE potential, but then. digital arts always looks so attractive, even if it just a waist up without BG X"D

What I'm saying is, no, I won't stop with traditional. I had my doubts, but in the end, I already chose traditional as my main medium. It just felt better for me, completing art with the markers in my hand, and that I can see the real image on paper, the alcohol feels, XD. Now I just want to expand to digital, hoping that it could help support my traditional too.

Yeah, I think I change quite a bit after someone comments on my attitude to rants. I still feel sorry that he doesn't want to contact me again, but it's fine. At least he helped me with my point of view now. I get depressed, but I will always get up and give it another shot. Maybe this is just what I need. Rant and get better :)

T-thank you for all who spent time read this.. it's very not worth it :iconcryforeverplz:

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About my scanner... T^T

Wed May 23, 2012, 9:11 AM
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It bothers me a lot, how my scanner ruins all the colors...

IDK if it need to be changed, or is it because my stupidity that I don't have idea how to scan my art ;m;

The last deviation of my OC really depressed me... my scanner seems cannot scan pastel result..

IRL, the pastel result are even just like airbrush, but then it showed up uneven after being scanned..not to mention the whole colors get twisted and got to either too dark or too bright... and it cannot catch the second layer of shades.

ORZ I already tried many tutorials but it still turned out the same... dammit >.<'!

I'm just too depressed to upload this journal and also to replace old journal LOL...don't mind me

I hope my scanner will be kind to me and next scan will be better :iconcryforeverplz:

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Birthday.

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 30, 2011, 8:27 AM
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Thanks for all who comment for my birthday! > V <~
You guys are so cool 8D :hug: :hug: :hug:

My friends surprise me at my work place at my birthday TvT
They are awesome, srsly..
They gifted me many things, but the one I love most is the journal they created for me.

Inside it, are our memories together. When we hang out, when we were at Bangkok, etc.

I didn't know they took ugly pictures of me QmQ //embarrassed
X"D

This year's birthday, honestly quite different from last year (and the year before too)
I realized it after I saw pictures where we celebrate my birthday last two and last year <3~

I'm glad I come out this far, knowing I had friends who care for me. TvT
and friends over DA too of course :hug: *huggles all*

Anyway, my wishes still remain the same with last and and last and every year before <3~
I wish I can have more improvement this year tho ~ :heart:

Thanks for supporting me these far! :heart:
ILU guys~ :heart: :heart: :hug:

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Need opinion for Pricing

Journal Entry: Sat May 14, 2011, 4:37 AM
Need opinion for pricing...
figuring out I might open commission soon.

//certain reason OTL

I need help for pricing these (I might only do these kind of commission ;w; )

I think my coloring style and drawing slightly changed..I'm doing new fullbody art for sample, but for now, please help me pricing these? QAQ )

=> Detailed Art
Mage of Flower.:. by Raquach .:.My Tea Party.:. by Raquach

=> Normal with simple BG (waist-up to fullbody)
.:.Happy Halloween.:. by Raquach

=> Fullbody without BG
:thumb195752460:

considering doing fullbody since I want to develop poses *^*

Any help and opinion is much appreciated :'D


and and... please tell me if you're interested or not? //digs in hole and go in

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Memories are vulnerable...

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 15, 2010, 9:21 PM


I knew this day will come...I always knew that...

Today, I was sitting doing nothing at work (too lazy to work on assignment ==a )
and I took my coffee, with N**cafe brand...and start recognizing when is the first time I love that brand of coffee..

I remember I love that coffee because my best friend love it that I also begin to try it, and start loving it too,,, :heart:

and what made me shocked was....when I start to recall her name, I just couldn't!
I remember her name begin with L... but I just cannot remember...


I knew I will forget her one day....
that's why I become panicked...since if I ask someone her name, they wouldn't know...and i don't know whom to ask anymore, since she's already passed away...

You who reads my journal last time, would remember her...
yeah...I checked my journal whether I did mention her name or not..
Luckily I did mention her name, Oh God, I'm really scared of losing her name from my memory... >_______<

Sorry, Linarti...
I'm gonna save your name from now, and even I forget, I will always look at my journal to remember you C:
Many years had passed... but my memories of our time will remain there...
it may be cluttered, but it's still OUR memories together :heart:

I'm sorry I forgot your birthday this year :(
25th September, I think I'm just too overwhelm excited waiting for my birthday...that I forgot yours :(

I hope I'm not gonna forget to pray for you on 26th December this year...
I hope you can hear my pray...
I'm okay now..
Though I'm still a shy girl you knew, but I try to talk what I feel now...

and I wish you are happy there, too :heart:
Please watch over me...
I miss you so much.
Though I cannot hold your hands again
Though I cannot hear your giggles again...

But it's okay as long as I remember that we're best friends :)

Maybe my friends today can make me laugh, make me happy...
but you will still be my best friend from all of my friends :heart:

Take Care, Linarti :heart:

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3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
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LET'S START WITH RYU FIRST *Never suBmiT hiM in mY DA aCcouNt XD~*

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Ryu Ashford.

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
18...

3. Uh huh. What's your favourite food?
Homemade food...I recently eat tHat...None haVe coOKed for me sinCe my Mother paSsed away...

4. And your favourite drink?
Usually I drink tea..and coffee soMetimes..

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
......I'm not inTeresTed in reLaTionshiP...
*raquach : hey c'Mon! I maDe Selen for yOu ya kNow... TT____TT*

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
Nonsense...

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
Black and White...

8. Who's your favourite author?
I reAd mAny bOoks...buT I'm noT reaLLy inTerestEd...

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Losing someOne imPortAnt aGain...

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
Don't have.

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
My mother...sHe's the onLy One WHo gAvE me LoVe.

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
Fate.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
My moTher's deAd bEcAusE of faTe...

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Nothing.She can do wHatEver sHE waNts...
*raQuach : Hey! pLay Me a sOng!!*

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I haVen't thiNk about iT...

16. What's your worst nightmare?
When my moTher's dead in FronT oF me.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
I don't haVe dreAm...aLL I knOw is toDay...

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
.....

19. Ok, where's your favourite place to relax?
I don't reaLLy haVe timE to reLaX...I work eVerydAy... aNd I'm reLaX onLy if I pLay vioLyn...

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
Work as vioLisT...

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. I'm outtie.
aLL of tHem whO wAnt tO do ThiS



NEXT WE HAVE SELEN IN SEPARATE INTERVIEW

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?
Selen... ^^

2. Interesting... what's your current age?
ehh..uuh....I dunno...

3. Uh huh. What's your favourite food?
Cotton CanDy!!!

4. And your favourite drink?
Is there coTTon caNDy JuiCE??

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?
eehh ahh... I LovE beinG wiTh Ryu, anD Frey, anD... Runa,too!!
*weLl...Runa's a girL, Selen... --"*

6. Aww! Have you two kissed yet?
I oFten Kiss RunA! :giggle:
*yEah, on the cheeks!*

7. Classic question! What's your favourite colour?
I LoVe skY bLue...!!

8. Who's your favourite author?
WhaT's tHat??

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
Aaa....I caN't teLL...! he's gONna maD aT mE if I teLL yA!! :fear:

10. *stifles a giggle* I'm not laughing *bursts out laughing* Sorry. Any siblings?
.... I duNNo...mayBe No...

11. Almost, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?
My friEnds, Runa anD Frey...hehe...

12. Ok, who is your worst enemy?
hee...? I don't tHink I haVe an enEMy... I don't riGht?? I'm a goOD Girl... >"<

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
I doN't hAve eneMy.. >.<

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?
Oh...I'll treaT Her coTTon caNDy...! Now, whEre's She??
*LiKe yOu've gOt mOney, selen... --"*

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?
I...I caN't groW Up AnymoAR... *I'm deAd...*

16. What's your worst nightmare?
My aUnT LeaVes me aLoNe...evEryBody LeaVes me...huks...

17. What's your lifelong dream?
To sEe smiLes oF thOsE whO i tOoK tHeir LiVes *YeaH,,,,Selen's ShiNigaMi XD~*

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
wHat I'm gOnna do?? smiLe anD wAve maYBe??

19. Ok, where's your favourite place to relax?
ClouD GarDen!

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?
GoiNg tO hUmAn's woRld anD LooK aRoUnd for coTTon caNdy!

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. I'm outtie.
TaG?? taG whAt???

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